Call me a green witch, call me what youd like. One this is for sure...I feel out of place in suburban areas...in cities....
I know many people think Im foolish. I have never lived in snow or far from "civilization" but my heart tells me that is where home is...and you wont really feel "at home" till you are there.
There is something about flower covered hills and tall trees that calls to me. It tells me to leave the place I have known for so long. It isnt like my family would be new to it. Spyro spent a good portion of his life outside and Luna actually "grew up" roaming the hills of Placerville. Besides, its not like dearest loving Adam goes outside anyway.
Adam. I hate to admit it but he is currently a brick wall in that sort of sense. He absolutely hates the idea of moving out there. I know living in the wilderness is hard work and some things can be more expensive. All he seems to care about is internet and house work. Newsflash buddy...housework is everywhere and city internet is slowed by all the people using it thus, to get a good speed, you pay more. Just checking prices, I found satellite internet that is just as fast as cable/Stand alone DSL for the same price. Bad weather knocks out city/suburban internet as well.
I know some people like the fact that they have everything close by. Here in suburbia, you have neighbors close by and parks. You have paved roads and stores all within 5 miles. Here, your trash is picked up every week along with recycled items. Everything is taken care of for you and, as long as youre willing to do some converting, you will have no problems.
...I am not one to convert....
I constantly feel like Im being torn between everything. Here...here is where school, family, friends, and work are all conveniently locate. There is...home. I feel homesick yet I feel like I have never actually been home.
Now dont get me wrong. Suburban life can be great for some people and I know a ton of people that love city living. However I am not one of them. Id rather make ends meet and live in the country than be comfortably living in the city. If you are a social butterfly and love for most things to fall into place, urban and suburban areas are for you! I dont like things to always fall into place. I like my constants (boyfriend, dogs, things that are for sure) plus the unpredictability of life. I hate day by day constants like it being rainy or sunny...or just simply waking up with nothing better to look at than my neighbors house. Dont get me wrong, I have some nice neighbors but...their house and trees look the same every day with few changes in wildlife (birds) and so on.
